The Sun is Shining, but We're Not out of Cold Weather Yet, Houston.

Day 164, 26th Vocational Trade Day-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------


I noticed today while I was warming my face in the sunshine that no matter how promising that sun was, the wind was bitter cold. It made me think of an metaphor for the recent events that are positive, yet still curious to see how the tables will turn.


I got accepted full-time into trade. Scott pulled me aside the other day and said he didn't want me wasting any more time in Maintenance. I'm a little sad because Maintenance was starting to wear on me and the staff, Mark, is a really awesome guy. But it's time to move on to bigger and better things.


I'm running for SGA Vice President again. Dustin at Recreation (have I mentioned him?) is really pushing me this round. He says that they need someone like me (levelheaded, able to look at the big picture, takes initiative) to be a part of SGA, and I think that I could really benefit the center and I'm excited to see if I'll be elected. If not then no harm, no foul. I just know that I'm ready for the responsibility this time.


So Jamie and I are working things out... and I already know what you're going to say, so don't. This time we're doing things my way. I'm going to try to stay away from obsession and focus on my things first. My life comes first. And as frustrated as he may be with that, that's how it has to be. And if he really wants this to work, then he'll get over it. - And about the other girl - I went back and did some research and he swears it was an accident (although I don't know how you accidentally send stuff like that (except her and I are practically right next to each other in the contact list on his phone)). I guess he didn't really say those things that I thought. I just saw what I wanted to see. I kept wondering when the other shoe would fall and then when it kind of did, my brain made it look like it happened...    Anyway what I mean to say is that he said something along the lines of you shouldn't be self conscious of your body because... blah blah blah. Doesn't make it right that he was talking to her in the first place, this girl has a reputation. So my trust is on the rocky side but we'll just have to see what happens.


As it seems, there may be hope for me yet... but let's not count chickens before they hatch.


P.S.

I intended for this blog to be about what it's like here at Forst Simcoe, but it's turned more into a melodrama. I'm going to try to get back on track on updates about life here on center and the goings on. With my priorities straight, I should be able to if this back on track. And if this SGA thing happens, it'll be even easier.