Day 197, 48th Vocational Trade Day----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Contrary to popular belief, I don't think that Daniel is a god, and we're just friends. I also don't think that Jamie is a terrible person and I'm just as in love with him as I always have been. And I take more upon myself to try pretend that I don't. Just wanted to clarify that.
You know, I originally inteded this blog to be written for close friends and family. It was important that they knew what I was feeling so they could try to understand what changes I was going through. I wanted them to understand how I was doing and what kind of person I was growing to be. But now I'm forced to watch what I say and how much I say because students here at Job Corps have access to my blog. And I know that not a single one of them are reading it because they actually care about what happens in my life, they read it to see just to see how much drama they can produce using the juicy details from my blog.
There's so many things that I wish I could tell my family. Too bad that right has been taken away from me.
yeah, I HATE that part about a public blog!! I usually get so freaked out thinking about who might read it that it ends up sounding very bland and insipid! lol Years ago, I set up a "friends and family" email group to send everyone my annual Christmas letter at the same time. Maybe you could set up a "blog group", and send out a "pretend"bog 3-4x a week
ReplyDeleteUgh! Gotta hate some teenagers sometimes!! I'm sorry that this is all happening! Do what your mommy suggested, sounds good to me! Either way, I am SUPER DUPER DUPER excited to come see you!! I can't wait! Love you!!!
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